I’m just down. I try to stay up and happy, but lately I’m just down in the dumps.

Tomorrow I see the doctor. I see Ravi. It’ll be the first time I’ve ever seen my best friend since 4th grade as my physician. I’ve got some pain that’s really scaring me, I’ve had it for about a week now. My brain tells me it’s just my bad back presenting itself in another way, my subconscious tells me “Your dad died of colon cancer.” SO we’ll see what Ravi says, maybe get a scope shoved up there to look around and go from there. A scope, while it sounds really uncomfortable, is probably a good idea with the history of Colon CA in my family. I think I’ll ask about my BP too. His dad has always just kind of down-played it, but I want to hear Ravi’s take on it.

Today was the auction of Maryellen’s dad’s home and contents. I wanted to go, but couldn’t. Sounds like everything went well. The house sold for more than expected to some psycho guy. I’m just glad M won’t have to drive back and forth anymore. It was wearing on her big-time.

Did I mention I’m down?

In a major reversal…I now like the Pistons. 10 years ago, I HATED the Pistons. But Ben Wallace is the MAN!

Now I will go to bed.

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